I watched the proverbial sunrise
Coming up over the Pacific and
You might think I`m losing my mind,
But I will shy away from the specifics...
`cause I don`t want you to know where I am
`cause then you`ll see my heart
In the saddest state it`s ever been.
This is no place to try and live my life.
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Stop right there. That`s exactly where I lost it.
See that line. Well I never should have crossed it.
Stop right there. Well I never should have said
That it`s the very moment that
I wish that I could take back.
[Chorus]
I`m sorry for the person I became.
I`m sorry that it took so long for me to change.
I`m ready to be sure I never become that way again
`cause who I am hates who I`ve been.
Who I am hates who I`ve been.
I talk to absolutely no one.
Couldn`t keep to myself enough.
And the things bottled inside have finally begun
To create so much pressure that I`ll soon blow up.
I heard the reverberating footsteps
Synching up to the beating of my heart,
And I was positive that unless I got myself together,
I would watch me fall apart.
And I can`t let that happen again
`cause then you`ll see my heart
In the saddest state it`s ever been.
This is no place to try and live my life.
[Pre-Chorus x2]
[Chorus]
Who I am hates who I`ve been
And who I am will take the second chance you gave me.
Who I am hates who I`ve been
`cause who I`ve been only ever made me...
So sorry for the person I became.
So sorry that it took so long for me to change.
I`m ready to be sure I never become that way again
`cause who I am hates who I`ve been.
Who I am hates who I`ve been.
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