Too many years, I done paid the price
Why you gotta put all this, drama in my life
And day after day, I`m on the grind for you
Living lavish drape you in karats, what I`m trying to do
But Iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii`m, just a man
Trying to do all I can, but you act like you can`t understand
Well I done sacrificed, and I done swallowed my pride
On the wrong road, trying to follow my pride
I was daddy for a while, though I`ve got no seed
But the kids, are my H-E-A-R-T
I`ve been dealing with a lot, so I`ve been losing my mind
Straight up acting before I think, barely using my mind
My freedom is on the line, and my sanity`s gone
You picked a fine time to leave me, now this house ain`t a home
I had no problem being faithful, I loved you so much I hate you bitch
Because you left me, when I needed you the most
So now a bitch, is how I rate you
My female friends, making you wonder
Guilt got you feeling suspicious, from when you was creeping on me
On the under, but even still I held my head
Five kids and I fed em all, with moldy bread and spreads
Them was my motherfuckers, treated em like sisters and brothers
But somehow I fell out of place, fucking with they punk ass mother
I apologize, I wish I can turn back the hands of time
Wishing we could pillow fight, just one more time
But Ms. Ronda, wanna put them laws in my life
Although I`m happy, I never pictured you not at all in my life
Solo that`s how I kick it, the rest of my days
But I wanna thank you for making possible, some of the
 |
